Words Unsaid...Random Thoughts.. Memories and Experiences

Serene yet beautiful ...

Hmm ... She filled the whole house with noise ... talking ... yelling .. scolding ..laughing ... Wouldn't like to work but still majbooran would do some of the duties assigned ...with a lots of scoldings to mom if compalined about not being done properly .... Watch all the crap serials from evening 5.30 ... full control over the remote ...wouldn't let anybody come in her way of watching them .... First one to receive all the phone calls ..and then pass it on to the required people .... Make a lot of fuss when something she doesnt like is prepared for lunch ! and suddenly ... she grew up ..and had to married ... Now she is in her husbands palce and her parents ka place is khali khali .... Silence everywhere ... no one to help mother in kitchen ... no one to scold her .. nor can she scold anyone ... no one to pick the phone for them .... No one to command over them for buying things home .... Missing Her ... is all i can hear them feel !!!!!

Could be just enough for one dinner for some ... or a movie show for some ... ... or one visit to the parlor for a few ... For some people it could mean : 3 full meals for 6 in the family + one set of new clothes + some loan repaid + bonus as tiffin in a darshini .. Some more it would be the shopping budget for the wedding ..... Some it could be education kharcha for the whole year .... Some it cud buy medicine for the whole month !

One evening a young woman went alone to walk barefoot by the ocean after the sun had set. She stopped in her path and turned so she could see the footsteps she had left in the sand. But they had already been washed away by the waves. When she turned to continue her walk, she was startled by the presence of an old woman wrapped in a blanket who out of nowhere appeared sitting by a fire, slowly paging through the leaves of a leather covered book. She walked up to the woman and asked. "Where did you come from? I didn't see you here a moment ago. And how did you start this fire so quickly?" Her questions went unanswered but were instead met with a reply in a serene voice, "Sit with me, child. I have something to show you." As the young woman sat down beside the fire, the mysterious stranger handed her the book. She curiously turned the pages one by one and was amazed to discover they contained the story of her whole life from the early days of childhood to the prese

Guys raise brows when they hear instances where the gals have some demands to marry a guy ... whats wrong in it ? cant they ask what they want ? esp in this 20th century ??? Demand : I want to work ... Response : I earn enough for both ... why do u want to work ? instead sit at home and relax ... all u have to do is cook for me and look after the house ... Comment : This would mean that she has to cook ... take care of laundry .. Bills ... everything related to the house ... Demand : I would like to study further Response : U are already a graduate ... how much more do u want to study ? and what are u going to do after studying so much ? Comment : Means Sorry i dont think its a great idea and my male ego doesnt let me agree to being less educated than u ... Demand : I would like to help my parents ... i am the only daughter Response : That should be fine ... Comment : Means waqt aane pe dekhenge .. and the first thing which comes to the guys' side people's mind when a gal

My friend takes me to a new place where i Have never been ... leaves me with another friend telling would be back in a minute ... me and this second friend walking on a busy street ... ... lots of people walking ... i find a lotttttttt of known faces ... many from my past years ... whom i have not seen after my school college days ... i identify each of them ... call them and try to strike a converstation with them ..am all excited ..and happy but then those dont seem to feel the same ..and seemed uninterested ... Mood off ... then i turn back and see Am all alone ..All lost ... donno what to do ... Interpretation : Scraed of being alone .. scared of My people moving away from me ...

Me waiting in train station ..with 2 bags ..train comes ... theres heavy rush and i am pushed into the train ...luggage left back ... Am SHOCKED ... Suddenly a familiar face comes flashing a bright smile from nowhere in the crowd and asks me what happened ..i say about what happened ..and then we both get down in next stop and run back to the place where i left my luggage ... Disappointed :( one bag Missing ... Run search ... look aound ..no use ... Interpretation -------May be am scraed of losing something and so i got a dream like this .... but what is it ? whats my subconscious thinking ? ... lemme think over it :)