blank ....

My mind is blank ............
With nothing to think ..or with so much thoughts that nothing takes priority

Tired of listening ...
tired of talking ...
About things that happened....
and about things that will never happen....

Tired of giving explanations to people about my behaviour ....
Tired of trying to cope up with reality ....
Tired of thinking that something good will happen ..when whatever is happenign is bad !!!!

Tired of fighting with society about what i feel is right !!!
Tired of convincing people ..
Tired of being strong ....
Tired of being independant ...

Expressing anger when i fell helpless ...
Smiling when its hurting to the core at the bottom of my heart ...

Wish i could avoid going through this ...

wish i never had to face this turn of life ...

Feel like i want to take some rest ..take a break but ...

Same time i feel that i shud tire myself so much that i should feel the ache in every corner of me ...

woow contradictions isnt it ?

hmm

life is full of them ...

contradictions ...uncertainities ...confusions....