Words Unsaid...Random Thoughts.. Memories and Experiences

"kehne ko saath apane ek duniya chalti hai pAr chhupke is dil mein tanhaayi palti hai bas yaad saath hai " These are bits of the Lyrics of a song ...to which I have been listening to the past of couple of days ...

Confused ?????????????? Sad ………….?????????????? Frustrated ............... ?????????????? Bored................... ????????????? Lonely ...................... ? Or Is there Nothing at alll ???????????????????? And am just assuming things ..................

Ignorance .... Cud be : Not knowing at all about the topic ...when u dont know ...no tension at all Knowing but then not paying attention .... Dont want to know ... so not paying heed ... but then ... is it good? guess Good in many situations .... No tension whether the data is correct or incorrect No headache to find a solution Not worryig about the consequences of that ... May be ... Its good ... ....

Whyy ? Why does murphy's law always come true to most of us ............ One day u want to come early ... and that day u all possible things go wrong ..... and u end up late than usual ..... The day u are free u wont have anybody around to hang out with .. and the day you have the busiest day at work … everybody wants to talk to u .. U take umbrella everyday and it doesn’t rain at all …. The day U don’t take umbrella and it rains . For once u don’t want anyone to notice …. The whole world stares at u ……… When u want to talk to some one u never get through …. But all unwanted people get through ur number. Everyday u go on time no one notices … The day u go late everybody knows u r late and so the list goes on .............. But whyy ….. ????

Johny ko gussa aaya tho ... Mein kya kar sakti hoon .... Chillu bhar paani mein dubki maarne ko bol.... Apne aap thanda ho jaayega gussa ... khali pili nautanki ....

Naam ... name ... thats for people to refer a person with ... sometimes ...u do naamkaran urself to some people .. cud be coz u like them a lot ..so may b u call then nick names ...like choti ... bubli ..putti ..etc etc ... or cud be coz u hate them so ....like nakchadi ...egoistic ... devil ... bhootni ... etc etc or cud be just coz u talk about them a lot so u dnt want people to know that u are talking about them .... Everyone of us does this .... some of the names have been coined by me also..under diff situations ........ which cant be forgotten ... think about it and Ifeel like laughing :) Chaatu ...... Ponk ... Pig.... hushh ..... kona .... Heroin .... Side actor .......... Lemon rice ............ Akashvani tiruvanantapuram ......... Kal ho na ho ................ DDLJ ........... Blue annan......... salman khan ........... Pinkies .......... Rajni ........... Itseems ........... ...

Missing all my people ..... with whom .....I spill my dil ................ I can be myself ................. No false expressions ............. No false promises ................... No obligations ..................... No hich kich ...... Comfortable with ..... Looong talking hours ….. but still have so much to tell .............. Arguments but compromise at the end .............. Complete silence but some kind of satisfaction that u hv shared smthing....... Smile that gives u strength.......... Hand that holds you when u are about to fall.......... Head that thinks when u are blank ... Gives u suggestions when u are thinking on wrong side .... Shows u light when all u can see is darkness ahead ..... Can make me feeel at the top of the world... Can make me feel safe ............ Makes me feel wanted ... Gives me some reasons to look forward in the coming days .... To all My people .... who are away from me but still keep up my spirits ........ I MISS YOU ALL !! Wish I cud be with you !...