Words Unsaid...Random Thoughts.. Memories and Experiences

ಓಹ್ ಇದು ಒಳ್ಳೆಯದು ... ಇನ್ನು ಕನ್ನಡದಲ್ಲಿ ಸಹ ನಮ್ಮ ಭಾವನೆಗಳನ್ನು ವ್ಯಕ್ತ ಪಡಿಸಬಹುದು ... ಕನ್ನಡ ರಾಜ್ಯೋತ್ಸವದ ತಿಂಗಳಲ್ಲಿ ನನ್ನ ಮೊದಲ ಬರಹ ಕನ್ನಡದಲ್ಲಿ ... :)

Theres a saying in kannada which says "Noolinanthe seere ...thaayiyanthe magalu" ..which means the sareee would be just like the thread from which its made ...similarly daughter will be just like mom ... now am starting to wonder if its true ... might just be ... firstly cos ... tho daughter is always dads pet ... they do talk a lot to mom tooooo ...and then as the saying goes ..moms the first teacher ... so may be ... she does become the role model in many ways ... have seen many cases where in ... u see the daughter and u can make out how her mom is !!!! if moms clean freak daughter picks it up too .. similar way if mom's messy .. daughter is messy too ... and the attitude as well is passed on to the daughter ... ... still wondering if i shud accept this proverb or not !!!!

How nice would it be to be free of all obligations and ties !!!! less worries ..... full tu bindaas ... mite b good right? just do what u feel like ... be how u want to ... everything is "what u want" ....

I keep wondering ... when i see/hear ppl cursing each other ... do they really work ? Why are ppl so scared about being cursed then ???

Cheating ..corruption everywhere ... how do i make out whats real and whats fake ? i go on road ... see people in rags / needy .. but then not sure ..if they are really needy ... Shud i help?? i dont and i feel guilty .... u go to the shop... buy fruits ... come home and c half of them r rotten ... some stranger knocks the door .. asks for some water ...ppl open the door and next thing u hear is they have been beaten up and robbed of all their valuables ... U make friends with someone ... share wholeheartedly whatever u hv ..no negetive thoughts ..but the person is using u to get somehting done .. U trust someone cos of their soft nature ..sweet talks and sometime down the line u realise they r just buttering u to give them all ur posestions and slowly moving away .. so how can u trust someone? how wud u know if u r gonna be hurt later on ... or ur posessions wud be snatched away ???

Donnno what it is ... dont think its jealousy cos its not like she wants to be like them ... nor she envys them ... but then def somethings wrong ..she's not pleased ..or isnt open to conversations.. can disappointment with self be linked to jealousy ??

I have been thinking from few days ... and its bugging me ... and whats eating my head is ... Is staying in a place/house permanently good or moving around is better? may both have their own plus and minuses ... but hvnet been able to point out one better than other may be .. But in some ways staying in same place mite give u strong bonding with ppl around ..but moving around also does giv u a chance to meet new ppl and make friends !! :)