Words Unsaid...Random Thoughts.. Memories and Experiences

Kya hota hai ? How do u feel ?? Feel guilty ? conscious ? feel scared ?? Or nothing at all ? I feel that lying in definitely an art …. Some people feel so relaxed even after lying … and don’t feel the guilt nor fear that their lie would be caught !! Sometimes its obvious that they are lying but they still wudnt give up !! how Great cud that be !! isn’t it ?? Amazing ...

Aisa kyon hota hai ki jo bhi chaho woh kabhi milta nahi ??? and jo nahi chahiye uske saath hi mujhe adjust karna padta hai ? Aisa kyon ki jab mein ek cheese ko pasand karne lagti hoon woh mere haath se nikal jaata hai ?? jab mujhe nahi chahiye tab sab cheesein bazaar mein hota hai aur jab mein khareedna chahun kuch bhi nahi hota ...aur mein khaali haath laut thi hoon .... Jab mein kisi cheeze ki hone ka intezaar karti hoon woh kabhi hota nahi ... Aur jab mein yeh sochti hoon ki woh kabhi nahi hoga ...woh ho jaata hai .... Jab bhi baat karna chahu ... koi mere pass nahi hota ya sab bahut busy hote hai Aur jab mein chup rehna chahti hoon aur muh se shabd nahi nikalta tab sab mere aaju baaju hote hai ..aur baat karne ko majboor karte hai ... Ummed rakhne ki jitna koshish karti hoon utni niraasha hota hai ... Par kabhi kabhi jahan ummed nahi hoti us jagah se khushiyan milti hai ... Kabhi kabhi bade bade mod bhi asar nahi karte Par kabhi kabhi choti choti cheezein bhi muskuraahat laati ha...

Both loved Chatting …we cud chat for hours together … Talk talk talk …anytime of the day or nite … about all the topics under the sun … Sometimes … after talking for hours together we wud feel so hungry that we wud eat cereals with chilled milk and a pinch of sugar [Yummy ;)] and then go to sleep …….. We loved having Tea … anytime how much ever quantity …. First thing we checked out for in super market … Both had similar ideas about roaming around … roam … walk ..bus … train .. anything is fine … Adjust karke challenge types … donno the place ? ask around with the locals …Enthu to explore things … in this process had an amazing time roaming around unknown places … Egoistic to the core … feeling can handle it types ….dont need to ask anyone … never checked whats to be done ..whats nice etc etc ..just go on do things what u like that’s all !! “oh me feel like eating Masala Dosa today .. where do we eat .. ?” “Lets just go this area and check we mite just find smthing “ “ok … shud be alri...

Why wud u call someone by somebody else’s name ????? Hey ‘A’..sorry ‘B’…oops ‘C’ …arghhh sorry sorry ‘D’ ….. How many times have u faced this ?? I think I have faced this quite a few times … that too from people … whom I talk to frequently …. Didn’t bother once … but when it repeated with diff people …I was forced to think … So this thought kept lingering in my mind as to why this happens ………. Saasuma calling her bahus name interchangeably ….. Mom calling sons/daughters names ulta-pulta ….. Friends calling one by anothers name in the group …. Etc etc Could be various reasons … U rarely talk to that person [this reason is alrite..as they hardly speak to u so they wud get the name of the person whom they talk to frequently] May be the person whom u r talking to is thinking about the other person … Ur name is very difficult to pronounce [not a valid reason though] Etc etc But then inspite of u talking to someone very often u r called by diff name then how do u feel? Sometimes feels alr...

It rained today … Summer rain !!! Coooled down the weather … Feels nice …. It washed away all the dirt from some roads and got it deposited somewhere else ……….. It was a lovely sight to see the rain drops falling down the window pane … falling on the leaves … Animals curling themselves to a corner so that they don’t get wet …. kids enjoying getting drenched … The noise was music to the ears … Feels good to see people running to reach back homes … Vehicles splashing water … People …trying to avoid water by jumping here and there Color color umbrellas … All in all a good feeling ... but :( i didnt get a chance to get wet in the rain and enjoy it completely nor did i get a chance to sip a cup of hot ginger tea [ofcourse i had the chai from the vending machine though ] as i was forced to sit and work when it was raining ....

We met just 2-3 days before we travelled … First time for both of us …excited plus anxious … Formal talks “ shopping done” … “ which airways ? “ … “anything else we need to take “ .. “do u know anyone there? “ Both of us needed company ..though we didn’t know each other at all … we had to stick to each other … Me thinking … “oh god … how am I gonna adjust with her … why do I end up with Mals all the time … she mite not even talk to me …” She thinking … “ Oh is this the one whom I have to bear …so much of attitude ..looks like my trip is gonna be boring .. che of all the people her ? “ Reached airport … both of us travelling for the We travelled in the same flight … parents waving Byeee byeee to both of us … Checked in … Waiting waiting for the flight …lots of time to go …. Me hungry … ask her ..she too hungry … Yo here’s coffee day … bought a sandwich ..and coffee … “man its soo damn expensive inside the airport” “ya ya “ Flight’s here ..need to get in ... got in ..and we had the seats...

Shopping … hmm sounds good … isn’t it ? Generally we gals go for shopping quite often as compared to guys I guess… now don’t ask me what do we buy … so much … Sometimes we might not buy anything … just go out and have a look and come ..buy it only if we like … Unlike guys who go to one shop buy whatever required ..dont even look towards things which they don’t have in mind to buy or haven’t planned to buy in that session J May be gals are more choosy …is it ? cos I have always noticed that gals wud ask for colors, diff patterns , sizes , etc etc …and then decide on smthing ..and also cud be that guys have a lot of choices when it comes to clothes accessories or anything .. like in clothes gals have salwars ..skirts …kurtas .. frocks …trousers ..sarees …ghagras … etc etc … but guys most of the time … trousers… shorts .. kurtas ..shervanis and may be Dhoti … Guys don’t have to worry about the matching bangles , ear rings … necklace ..shoes etc etc …They can have a universal one …most o...